Journal: August 31, 2014
So this past month has been full of its ups
and downs. Allots happened some I can remember some I can’t. It has been a
while since I wrote a journal a long while. This month has been a long one it
seems. We have had allot of uncertainty and allot of good happen as well. Between
rent and bills me not getting enough hours at work and other stuff it seemed
like we weren’t going to be able to keep our place or pay for things that and
me and my girlfriend/partner decided to be full sub so allot has changed.
In this past month I have been in the
hospital which was I nightmare in all aspects of the word. I have always hated
hospitals since I was little I don’t think that will ever change about me. The
hospital people never change either they always think that because they know
more then you do that they know your body better then you do *snorts and
huffs*. Anyways moving on, so they gave me some pills that I still can’t fill
or get plus they all wouldn’t even listen to me even when I was upset and
crying and stuff. Other then that my girlfriend/love/Minx had a birthday
recently I love her so much we had some fun and did what we could then I wish I
could of done more with her though it wasn’t fair that we couldn’t do much for
her big day.
Amongst
all that’s happened I did manage to finally get some good hours at TMC recently
but I also gained a new job as well. Soon I will be working for Dunkin
Doughnuts which will be awesome and I will come home smelling good to “hehehe”.
I can’t wait to get started there its going to be awesome and so much fun to do
I think also I have worked in a bakery before so at least I am not going in
there with out knowing some thing about what to do at this job. Of course I
will still keep TMC for some extra side work so I can make some weekly cash as
well as what I will make at Dunkin.
We also gained a caretaker surprisingly its
Mack. We haven’t spoken to her a long time and she offered to be our caretaker
being as me and my girl both agreed to be full sub most of the time. One thing
that I don’t like about it is now we are going to be receiving maintenance
spankings to keep us in line. Even though I know we do need them sometimes I
still don’t like them at all. Me and Katie also discussed adding another person
into our relationship as a play toy mainly someone we can handle and do what we
want with for fun.
As far as picking what we want such as a
boy or a girl well that is still on the fence. Both have advantages and fun prospects
to them as well as potential to bring new opportunities for us to explore. A
girl would be ideal for torture and spanking and fun for our dominate and
primal sides to let loose and be free. A boy would also be good for that too
but more fun to deny and torture in my opinion. They could clean and please us
in so many ways plus it would make things easier on us to have the help around
the house. They would of course need to work sometimes to and have to be clean
and other stuff. As far as pleasure goes I think a house boy would be fun for
certain things like anal and stuff and he would probably be less needy and jealous
and eager to please compared to another girl. But we will decide when we are
ready who knows this may open a new chapter in our lives we never expected to
have opened and look forward to every second of adventure with my girl.