Adding
a third to our relationship is a big step in our lives. There is allot that
would change and allot that would not. Right now of course we aren’t ready for
it being as we are still starting out with things in our lives such as getting settled
and making plans for the future. In time we have been through so much both good
and bad, and now adding a new face into the mitts of things is a new challenge that
we wish to try out in time of course. Upon my last posting we had not decided
weather to have a boy or a girl be our play pet for our home to share in our
fun and love in our relationship and lives. As such now we have chosen a “Fem-boy”
to be part of us and he’s a kind and new and gentle heart we can mold into or
own taste and style of life.
There are some
worries I have and some concerns but not many to my own surprise. One of my
concerns is his distance from us and his lack of mental knowledge of the
lifestyle. Although he is still learning to like certain things I have this
overwhelming feeling that maybe he is more vanilla then kinky and I worry he
may get in t deep and be hurt and not recover. Even though we are careful and
always ask him to speak his mind I just hope he does so always so he is not
holding back and gets hurt because he wishes to please more then speak of how
he feels about a situation. Our boy may like to be “Feminine” but I am not sure
if there is more in him then that or chastity to his liking. As for his
distance I know in time that will or might change but my concern is for now he
is far away and maybe far away for a good while.
It will be hard
to keep and eye on him and help him in certain ways because of how far he is
and I worry we wont be able to keep up or help him in certain ways. His lack of
knowledge in the lifestyle will of course change with time and training this I know
and am aware of, but for some reason I cant shake a strange feeling that maybe
he will only nudge a very little bit into kink life and not allot which is fine
to me so long as we are all happy together.
Very good love. Detailed just as I asked.
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